Split

VERSE 1
It’s a West Coast winter, sun’s still a furnace
西海岸冬日已至 却仍骄阳似火
So I keep tanning, just never on purpose
故我不甚刻意 便能一身古铜色
I’m saturated in equal parts sun and doubt
阳光照耀我 等量的怀疑亦扑向我
So I turn the fan on high and hope I sweat it out
所以我大开风扇 希望能出出汗
VERSE 2
Christmas is coming, I miss my mama
圣诞节将至 我念起妈妈
least I got my daddy, but he’s in Jakarta
至少我还有爸爸 但他在雅加达
And there it’s raining, while here it’s dry as bone
那里正值雨季 而这里太过干燥
Kinda wish I knew what I meant when I say I miss home
有些希望 能明晰自己说想家时 心中的所想
CHORUS
Guess I’m forever caught between two worlds
我想 我在两个世界之间永久为难
Right foot rock, left foot hard place, head & heart at war
进退维谷 心神交战
I do my best between addresses,
我在两边都竭尽全力
wish I were on either side of the foreign wall
希望我身处那陌生外墙 哪边都好
Always part of me missin’,
我有些迷惘
but no one sees a difference,
但无人察觉异样
cause I split them all
因为我把我的两面都分开
VERSE 3
Spread so thin, I’m low on emotional bandwidth
人微言轻 我情感缺失
The voice in my head speaks a different language
脑海里的声音说着截然不同的语言
And where I live, they believe, you only have yourself
而我栖居之地 他们相信 你唯有自己相陪
But where I’m from, you’re taught to be somebody else
但在我的家乡 你被如是教导 要蜕变成不同模样
So hellos are short, goodbyes are only half-farewells
所以问候很潦草 再见只是隐匿的告别
CHORUS
Oh I guess I’m forever caught between two worlds
我想 我在两个世界之间永久为难
Right foot rock, left foot hard place, head & heart at war
进退维谷 心神交战
I do my best between addresses,
我在两边都竭尽全力
wish I were on either side of the foreign wall
希望我身处那陌生外墙 哪边都好
Always part of me missin’,
我有些迷惘
but no one sees a difference,
但无人察觉异样
cause I split them all
因为我把我的两面都分开