I Can\'t Break It To My Heart

If it's okay
如果可以
I'll leave the bed light on
我会一直开着床头灯
And place your water glass
把你的水杯
where it belongs
放在该放的地方
And if it's alright
如果可以
I'll lie awake at night
我会一晚上躺在床上
Pretending I am curled up at your side
假装我还蜷伏在你的怀里
See I'm circling in these patterns
我一直循环往复这样的生活
Living out of memories
活在自己的回忆里
I'm still a long way from accepting it
我还没有接受
That there's just no you and me
我跟你已经形同陌路
But if I still believe you love me
但是如果我还相信你还爱着我
Maybe I'll survive
我会选择继续活下去
So I tell myself you're coming home
所以我骗自己你在回家的路上
Like you've done a million times
就像你曾经那样
And if it's alright
如果可以
I'll still be loving you
我还是会爱着你的
'Cause I can't break it to my heart
因为我没法违背自己的内心
Is it just me
这还是我吗
Did I commit a crime
我犯下罪行了吗
I won't believe that loving you
我不觉得爱着你
Is just a waste of time
是在浪费时间
Or was it in my head
我的脑海里
I'm reading into things you never said
还环绕着你没有对我说过的事情
'Cause I still don't have the answers
可是我还是没有答案
To why we couldn't work it out
为什么我们没办法继续走下去
I wanna think it's something that I did
我还在想尽办法
So I can turn it back around
这样你就会回到我的身边了
But if I still believe you love me
但是如果我还相信你还爱着我
Maybe I'll survive
我会选择继续活下去
So I tell myself you're coming home
所以我骗自己你在回家的路上
Like you've done a million times
就像你曾经那样
And if it's alright
如果可以
I'll still be loving you
我还是会爱着你的
'Cause I can't break it to my heart
因为我没法违背自己的内心
And nothing will come between us
然而我们早已没有了未来
I wanna convince myself
我竭力让自己相信
we're perfect in
我们都很完美
Every single way
不管在哪个方面
as long as I can keep
只要我愿意把
The truth away from my heart
事实丢得远远地
Oh 'Cause I can't break it to my heart
啊 可是我没法违背自己的内心
'Cause I still don't have the answers
可是我还是没有头绪
To why we couldn't work it out
为什么我们没办法继续走下去
I wanna think it's something that I did
我还在想尽办法
So I can turn it back around
这样你就会回到我的身边了
But if I still believe you love me
但是如果我还相信你还爱着我
Maybe I'll survive
我会选择继续活下去
So I tell myself you're coming home
所以我骗自己你在回家的路上
Like you've done a million times
就像你曾经那样
And if it's alright
如果可以
I'll still be loving you
我还是会爱着你的
But if I still believe you love me
但是如果我还相信你还爱着我
Maybe I'll survive
我会选择继续活下去
So I tell myself you're coming home
所以我骗自己你在回家的路上
Like you've done a million times
就像你曾经那样
And if it's alright
如果可以
I'll still be loving you
我还是会爱着你的
And if it's alright
如果可以
I'll still be loving you
我还是会爱着你的
'Cause I can't break it to my heart
因为我没法违背自己的内心