My Attic

My attic is full of pages, full of crazy
我的阁楼散落着稿纸 与疯狂的念想
Cluttered spaces that you could not cross
杂乱无张到让你无法向我挪移
My attic is full of bones and full of hopeless
我的阁楼里满是骸骨 与深深的绝望
Young emotions that just won't grow up
年少时的执念不愿成长的感情
I keep hiding the keys in all these
我不断寻找着藏匿钥匙的最佳地点
Places even I can't find
甚至连我都找不到的地方
Hoping, one day, you'll find them all
希冀着有一天 你能够集齐打开每一把锁的答案
And I wanna let you see inside my attic
并带领你一起参观 我的阁楼深处
Inside this olive skin are paper thin
在这橄榄色纸张般薄如蝉翼的屋顶下
Illusions that I'm tougher than I am
总会误认为自己已经比以往更坚强
And I'm guarded, castle walls from all the falls
四面高墙 便是抵御坍塌的内心城堡
And break up calls and never should have beens
都是由那些离别的痛楚与悔恨砌成
But don't go pushing too hard
但求求你不要对我太过苛刻
I'm not so easy to manipulate
我的心灵没有那么容易操纵
I will give you all of my secrets
我会将所有的秘密都与你相告
If you promise you can brave my attic
只要你敢于直面我 满载往事的阁楼
And I swear, not tryna be vindictive
我对天发誓 我并非想极力掩饰什么
I'm just terrified that you might see me different
只是感到惊恐 你今后看我的眼神会不再如前
You'll change your mind, tell me that I'm crazy
你会改变心意 告诉我是我已理智尽失
Tell me that I'm okay, tell me that you'll stay
告诉我一切都没有事 告诉我你会为我留下
'Cause my attic is silver plans and one night stands
我的阁楼堆满了夭殇蓝图与一夜之情
That numbers can't begin to calculate
至于数目连我都难以估算
My attic is up the stairs and waiting there
我的阁楼 在那楼梯的尽头 等待着你
Are lonely nights, they keep me wide awake
漫漫黑夜中 是它的存在让我保持清醒
I keep hiding the keys in all these
我不断寻找着藏匿钥匙的最佳地点
Places even I can't find
甚至连我都找不到的地方
Hoping, one day, you'll find them all
希冀着有一天 你能够集齐打开每一把锁的答案
'Cause I wanna let you see inside my attic
并带领你一起参观 我的阁楼深处
My attic, my attic, my attic
那间阁楼 满载着我的秘密与年少轻狂