Thank U

how bout getting off of these antibiotics
不如摆脱掉抗生素
how bout stopping eating when im full up
不如多一些节制
how bout them transparent dangling carrots
那些可望而不可及的诱惑
how bout that ever elusive kudo
那些永远难以得到的奖赏
thank you india
感谢你，印度
thank you terror
感谢你，恐惧
thank you disillusionment
感谢你，失望
thank you frailty
感谢你，脆弱
thank you consequence
感谢你，不美好的结果
thank you thank you silence
感谢你，无生息的寂静
how bout me not blaming you for everything
不把所有错归咎于你
how bout me enjoying the moment for once
这一次享受现在
how bout how good it feels to finally forgive you
终于释怀的感觉真好
how bout grieving it all one at a time
一次伤悲就够了
thank you india
感谢你，印度
thank you terror
感谢你，恐惧
thank you disillusionment
感谢你，失望
thank you frailty
感谢你，脆弱
thank you consequence
感谢你，不美好的结果
thank you thank you silence
感谢你，感谢你，无生息的寂静
the moment i let go of it was
放手随它的那一刻
the moment i got more than i could handle
是我成长之时
the moment i jumped off of it was
迈步跳下的那一刻
the moment i touched down
终于脚踏实地
how bout no longer being masochistic
不如不再虐心活着
how bout remembering your divinity
不如记住你的好
how bout unabashedly bawling your eyes out
不如纵情哭喊
how bout not equating death with stopping
不如不将死亡等同停止
thank you india
感谢你，印度
thank you providence
感谢你，命运
thank you disillusionment
感谢你，失望
thank you nothingness
感谢你，虚无缥缈
thank you clarity
感谢你，清楚明了
thank you thank you silence
感谢你，感谢你，寂静